When I was a teenager I was always around 145lbs. I'm 5'6" and I was pretty happy at that weight. Although back in High School I thought I could be thinner. I was comparing myself to other people i'm sure.
When I lost 33lbs on Weight Watchers 5 years ago I got down to 145. I just couldn't beleive I did it. I realized shortly after getting to goal that 145lbs at age 29 wasn't sustainable anymore.
The truth is I looked good at that weight but I know that if it was my "Natural Weight." I wouldn't have been able to keep the weight off, or at least I think so.
I started binging shortly after I had lost the weight so I can't say for sure that 145 is NOT my natural weight.
All I know is i'm starting this book again and i'm hopeful of the outcome it will bring. I'm very curious what my "Natural Weight" really is? Most importantly I look forward to getting control of my emotional eating and finding my true hunger for food and for life.
I know this is hard but I know deep down that I don't want anyone dictating to me what and how much I can eat! I don't want to be one of those girls that is always depriving herself in social situations saying " I can't eat that, I'm dieting." That used to be me, but no more! I refuse to live that life.
I want to be the true me. I have to always remind myself that no matter what I weigh now I'm still that same great person and that people love me just the same.
Especially this guy : )
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